Trauma Bonds
What the fuck is wrong with a nigga?
What the fuck is wrong with a Nigga?
You ain't do nothing wrong to a Nigga
But I figured that I'm bored so I guess I can no longer be with her
Sometimes I wanna almost have to hit her
I guess I've grown accustomed to lip bussing and u calling yo big cousin
Cussing always fussing never having civil discussions
I hate my ex but life been boring with the drama gone
I guess I've become addicted to trauma bonds
And I swear to God I wanna find a way I can be happy without pain
When everything's going right I feel I got nothing to gain
Been going to bed caressing your head and hearing rain
The solitude might drive me insane
My gratitude always fails and it's a shame
Mr. wanna see adversity's the name
Shit I guess I prefer pain
You too perfect
You too calm
I expose you to my flaws and you never see nothing wrong
You too agreeable loving all of my songs
I bet you like this one too even though I'm rapping bout you
It's true
For the all the good shit that you do I be feeling disagreements is due
I almost wanna fuck up so we can make up passionate boo
That's the reason why I'm cheating on you
Yeah I said it prolly lying tryna get a reaction you understanding
Every date got perfect planning every meal broccoli and salmon
You too vanilla when I prefer a rocky road
Wedding days ain't no stories told, ain't shit going on
Missing the spark so lately I been in the dark about what's really going on inside your Head
Like do you care?
Raise your voice a couple times and let me know you there
Cuz I been feeling disconnected from lack of tension in the air
What the fuck is wrong with a Nigga?
You ain't do nothing wrong to a Nigga
But I figured that I'm bored so I guess I can no longer be with her
Sometimes I wanna almost have to hit her
I guess I've grown accustomed to lip bussing and u calling yo big cousin
Cussing always fussing never having civil discussions
I hate my ex but life been boring with the drama gone
I guess I've become addicted to trauma bonds
And I swear to God I wanna find a way I can be happy without pain
When everything's going right I feel I got nothing to gain
Been going to bed caressing your head and hearing rain
The solitude might drive me insane
My gratitude always fails and it's a shame
Mr. wanna see adversity's the name
Shit I guess I prefer pain
Just finished Mr. And Mrs. Smith I want you on my neck one second next second you on My dick
Why do love gotta struggle to feel legit I think I watched too many Tyler Perry flicks
The narrative they pushing is for good pussy hella pain is the fee
Starting arguments in stores getting messy on aisle fifteen
Why I'm tryna Freddie Krueger all of my dreams?
Tryna compete when we should be one team
But fuck it though, cuz for me conflict is comfortable
PTSD from Keke got me replaying war
Til I'm back at war turn around and I attack your door
Repeat the process cuz I say I ain't tryna hurt no more
Niggas like me won't ever be happy
The source of disassociated families
Why is it so hard for me to find a mix of fire and ice?
How many trips around the sun until I'm done with this vice?