Heaven

[Intro]
Oh my god, It's SHY

[Verse 1]
When it's real, just know that i'll be here
No matter what, because your not on cloud nine
When times get tough just don't call your bluff then you become exposed to all

[Verse 2]
I've known for longest time, I'm not in heaven, but nobody seems to care
Who do I turn to? Who do I lean on? My suicidal thoughts don't care

[Pre-Chorus]
God upsets me, heaven disappoints me, so maybe I should go to hell
God upsets me, heaven disappoints me, so maybe I should go to hell

[Chorus]
Oh no, I'm doing it again
I'm judging myself like evеrybody else
So who can fairly tell my story?
Oh no, I'm catastrophizing again
It's likе I see everything that nobody sees
It's like I hear everything that nobody hears

[Verse 3]
When it's real, just know that i'll be here
No matter what, because your not on cloud nine
When times get tough just don't call your bluff then you become exposed to all

[Verse 4]
I've known for longest time, I'm not in heaven, but nobody seems to care
Who do I turn to? Who do I lean on? My suicidal thoughts don't care

[Pre-Chorus]
God upsets me, heaven disappoints me, so maybe I should go to hell
God upsets me, heaven disappoints me, so maybe I should go to hell

[Refrain]
Ooh, ooh

[Chorus]
Oh no, I'm doing it again
I'm judging myself like everybody else
So who can fairly tell my story?
Oh no, I'm catastrophizing again
It's like I see everything that nobody sees
It's like I hear everything that nobody hears