The Whispers That Run My Mind

[Hook]
Still wanna die
It's been years and they said it gets better with time
I'm getting older I see it's a lie
My heart is colder from Whispers that running my mind
I haven't rolled anywhere but the places I been
I hate this sorrow but it never end
Feel like the devil what I'm dealing with
One day I'll finally be who they get

[Verse 1]
Still be feeling like I gotta go
Still got them problems but I'll deal with them when I finally get on the road
Finally get to the gold
Trying to pick up the pieces won't pick up the goddamn phone

Ion even know who I am no more

Steadily telling the people keep praising your Sun
But I'm way past done

I been fighting the darkness and trying my hardest
Say they homies then switch up like Emperor Hardin
I'm building walls like a Metapod Harden
Said it like that cause I know they get broken down just like the Paladins
Bet I throw durandal farthest
Bet I survive and they act like I'm heartless
Said I love red but I'm not a damn target

Steadily feeling like all this is prolonging the inevitable
Heavily working never winning wonder when I hit a pinnacle wanna be full
Voices lash out shit ain't minimal and I'm losing my cool
Never did care just to follow the rules
Listened to demons and dropped outta school

[Hook]
[Verse 2]
One day I'll finally climb outta this pit
Life been appeasement since I was a kid
Change everything but can't change what I did
Take everything I got nothing to give

I been working on music I prolly need help
Come in time cause I'm getting the wealth
Can't afford therapy not when stuck in customer hell
(nah)

I don't think I'll find a way out
Yes I've grown but somehow stay down
I don't know what else to say now
I can try but may not break out

Deal with malevolence slowly been making me bitter
Don't got no Glock so I can't pull the trigger
Sharpen the knife but I never deliver
Maybe I get thinking better with liquor
Not in my gene pool mental health sicker
I don't wanna try no more let the demons hate free by the outlet mall river
Anywhere else I'd reconsider