I Know You Heard Me the First Time

I don't need it at the foot of my bed anymore
And invitations of friends are howling wolves at the door
We're bent backs at the bar, we see them slide in from afar
What are we in public for?
So we take the bar home, 'cause we can't stand the smell anymore
So I light up in a field a gasoline scarecrow
Although I frighten no foes, the only bones rattling were my own
It was a good life, most time wasted, at least you had fun
You don't need it, so you live alone, and that's okay
But you're pulling more plugs, and it's harder to talk to you nowadays
Have we taken our pills today?
Have you taken your pill today, is your head okay?
Playing dead in the shower for more than an hour, it's gonna be awhile
So I light up in a field your gasoline scarecrow
Although I frighten no foes, the only bones rattling were my own
It is behind me, it is unreal
It is behind me, become unreal
A new beginning, a new beginning
I want youth in my life forever and ever again
A new beginning, a new beginning
I want youth in my life forever and ever again and again and again