frightened

Yeah baby I'm frightened
Yeah baby I'm scared
In my head are riots
See the violence can't compare
The hate in my person
Deadly thoughts will triumph
I laugh but I'm hurting
Depression defiant
Depression defiant
I know you don't like it
So why do you think I do
I had to revive it
I've done so many things
As big as an island
I won't be poppin' right now
But I'll keep trying
I swear that I'm a ghost
No-one will know
When I am dead and gone
Might as well go out a villain
Being right
Feels so goddamn wrong
Doesn't matter anyway
I don't have strength
I am not that strong
Contemplating my fate
No room to wait
I don't got that long