Belly of the Beast

You've got it stuck in your
Brain that I murdered somebody
What do you want to call me a murderer
For? I've never killed anyone i
Don't need to kill
Anyone i think it i have it HERE

I got hate in my heart, hate in my stomach
CO's make me vomit
I'm in the belly of the beast
And it made me a beast
It's too much to stomach

Maybe I haven't done enough i
Might be ashamed of that
For not doing enough for not
Giving enough for not being
More perceptive for not being aware
Enough for not understanding

Understand that a trap's just a trap
And when the government get you it's a wrap
I entered the facility a drug dealer
One month in a nigga tried
Me now I'm a killer
Nigga tried a nigga manhood
So I load a pillow case
Up with some canned goods
Couple locks, couple D batteries
Beat that motherfucker way past
Assault and battery
(Savagely) Beat his ass to a casualty
Sent that prison punk to his
Mom's in a casket, g
Now the prison chaplain want to chaplain me
Told me confess sins it'll be alright
I told him fuck him
The warden and his white Christ
Called him a faggot
Said he ain't living right
What kind of re-ligion don't
Allow man a wife?
You a boy lover father, that ain't right

The street is my world i don't pretend
To go uptown and be anything fancy

Unh-unh outlawed by birth
And I'm an outlaw every day until
They put me in the dirt my skin is my sin
Every day I'm called nigga by
A couple white men (NIGGER)
COs: undercover Aryans
Beat blacks to a pulp like a Barbarian
I told that Nazi "Don't hit me!"
He did it anyway so I
Shanked him in his kidney

You people have done everything in
The world to me
Doesn't that give me equal right?
I could do anything I want to you people
Any time I want to
Because that's what you've done to me!
If you spit in my face, slap me in my mouth
Throw me in solitary confinement for nothing
What do you think I'm going to do
When I get out of here?

I carved that guard, more years I'm facin'
Now the inmates call a young nigga Satan
Something like Malcolm before he
Joined the Nation
Back and forth in solitary, I'm pacin'
Five in the morning
I hear the Muslims praying
Six in the morning, the guards congregating
Seven in the morning, they beat me
Bones breaking
Left me in the middle of the cell, cold
Shaking left me in the hole
Near death for a week straight
When they came back I knocked the
Piss and shit in their face
Cause I rebelled, they Guantanamo Bay'd me
Beat me till I cried
Like a motherfucking baby
Insane membrane, prison got me crazy
Sent me a nurse and I spit at the lady
Shit, this place made me devilish
My homies don't visit
Plus my girlfriend suckin' dick
The pain is too much to take
Like the boys that kill
Themselves after they're raped
Called her a cheap bitch when
She visit me here
Because of that I ain't seen
My kids in a year (I'm sorry)
The damn pain's unbearable
Got a motherfucker wildin' out like an animal
Gladiator school for the sadists
With the killers and the rapists
Is where I graduated

The latrine is my world i don't pretend to
Go uptown and be anything fancy i can
But I find more real in the world
That I'm in, than I do the tinsel
And the real world is the one I have to
Deal with everyday believe me
If I started murdering people there'd
Be none of you left

Brutalized, institutionalized
In the belly of the beast in an inmates' eyes
Ask the public do you know
What you're creating when
You send the boys to the belly of Satan?
Ask the judges do you know
What you're creating when
You send the boys to the belly of Satan?
The politicians do you know what
You're creating when you
Send the boys to the belly of Satan?