3-3

I try to do everything that I can,
but then I see I'm falling under pressure
I try to live up to your demands,
but I realize that I'm never getting better
I'm lost, I'm lost again,
time and time again
Consequences that I have to reprimand
Tryna wonder when will it all end
And I don't wanna lie because
I want you to know that I'm fine
I'm down in my mind again
Contemplating if I wanna take my own life
Woah, I'll go
I'll follow you to the end of the road
I'm tryna figure out where my heart had went cold
Saying that you're done and you kicked me out the door
I'ma take you back to that day it all went down
3, 3 to the date, 10:30 p.m., windows down
Seeing that it was raining, said it's perfect right now
Empty road, press the pedal, then I lose control like wow
Like stop, wait a minute,
I know that I'm not thinking
Should've did it because I was tweaking
All alone in my head on the weekend
Getting high to suppress all my feelings
My emotions becoming my weakness
Because I dont express my emotions enough,
knowing that that is my reason
And I don't wanna lie because,
I want you to know that I'm fine
I'm down in my mind again
Contemplating if I wanna take my own life
And I don't wanna lie because,
I want you to know that I'm fine
I'm down in my mind again
Contemplating if I wanna take my own life
Mmm