Cold As Ice

You just know what I show, and I don't show shit
I'm still unknown to you
(Once again) I keep asking myself
"Why am I this good at pretending I care?"

But I'm gonna let myself go
I'm gonna do what I want
And no one will see me fall

Lock the door and watch me cry
You could even watch me die
I can't take this poison inside me
As the walls are coming down
I keep staring at the ground
I'm cold as, cold as ice

I hide what I don't want you to see underneath the floral rug
And the problems disappear
I'm smiling like a fucking Barbie doll
But all I wanna do is scream all day, all night

But I'm gonna let myself go
I'm gonna do what I want
And no one will see me fall
Yeah, you'll never see that!

You want me to act like I'm good
Like I'm good thanks to you
Like you're the only one I need...

Lock the door and watch me cry
You could even watch me die
I can't take this poison inside me
As the walls are coming down
I keep staring at the ground
I'm cold as, cold as ice