Untold Story

This is my untold story
I hope it reaches you

Say it now, don't hold back
Straight in my eyes, keep on track
I know where this is heading
I've known it right from the start
So say it now, or forever I'll regret and will haunt me down

Words are blurred, pages are wet
Hands are trembling, can't seem to write
There are a million words to say to you
But they all end up inside my head
I was reaching for mountains, but I'm drowning in this deep sea

I fear the gaze of your eyes
'Cause even if you don't speak
They tell me no lies
Looking at you, now I realized
I know you just can't be mine
It ended before it even began

They said feelings are just reactions
And taking action is your decision
Then that makes me weak
And only good at words

There are a million words to say to you
But they all end up inside my head
I was reaching for the stars, but I’m sinking in this quicksand

I fear the gaze of your eyes
'Cause even if you don't speak
They tell me no lies
Looking at you, now I realized
I know you just can't be mine
It ended before it even began

I wasn't looking for love
I'm waiting for someone I can't have
What I want ain't always what I get
It happens all the time
What I told you
It was all true
But I'm a scaredy-cat, a glass half empty, a train wreck
This isn't the one
Who deserves you

I fear the gaze of your eyes
'Cause even if you don't speak
They tell me no lies
Looking at you, now I realized
I know you just can't be mine
It ended before it even began