Red Light

I'm falling
Don't bother
I rather end up where I dropped off
Not making
Excuses
I guess I'm feeling uninspired
You're speaking but I just can't hear you
Who do you think is listening
You notice
I didn't
Go figure if you got a minute
You're reaching
I'm leaving
Don't say I never gave you nothin'

It's gettin' just a little creepy
The thoughts are there but nothing's sleeping
It's hard to say what's on my mind
The words are always one step behind

Waitin' on a redlight sittin' on a time bomb
Nothin' seems to go right still remaining calm
Walkin' on a tightrope emotionally amazed
A careful execution that slaps me
In the face
Waiting on a redlight
But still remaining calm

I'm fed up
So boring
Swimming in a pool of quicksand
Not making
A scene
Please insert the nervous breakdown
Take a needle stitch my mouth shut
Then apply a little make up
All the stupid things I'll say
Pressure keeps building every day