Made It This Far

the more i get to know myself
the less i understand myself
i don’t know how to let go
of this all weight i put on me
of who i am or where i’ll be
once i learn to let go

always set my sights on
diamonds in the future
remember when you wanted what you got right now

when i close my eyes
and i’m all alone with my mind
i get scared i’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but i’ve made it this far
yeah i made it this far
half way to falling apart
but i’ve made it this far

all my mom wanted was
a house of kids, then we grew up
now she don’t know where she fits
so if i have the same fears
waiting there in 30 years
why i don’t i just live like

i’ve already made it
i’m not what i’m chasing
Like I don’t need nothing more than what i got right now

don’t trade the best for something better
please don’t forget no one’s here forever
we’re not here forever

when i close my eyes
and i’m all alone with my mind
i get scared i’m unprepared
and will be for the rest of my life
but i’ve made it this far
yeah i made it this far
half way to falling apart
but i've made it this far