Am I Enough?

One foot in
One foot out
I take big risks then get let down
I wanna be somebody's
Number one
But they take the best of me and Then they're done
Can't go right
So I'll go left
Take the road
That's been traveled less
I hate to say it but I'm a mess
And I feel guilty
Because I'm blessed
I guess I thought
Things would be easy this time
And it's hard to accept
That I can't change your mind
I'd rather know nothing
Than hurt all the time
Can someone tell me why
Why
Am I enough
Am I enough
The strongest soldiers
Ain't that tough
Maybe I'm made to break
And that's fine
Sometimes the stars
Just don't align
Am I enough
Am I enough
The heart I have ain't made for love
Maybe I'm made to break and that's fine
But I keep saying one more time
Am I enough
Am I enough
The strongest soldiers
Ain't that tough
Maybe I'm made to break
And that's fine
Sometimes the stars
Just don't align
Am I enough
Am I enough
The heart I have ain't made for love
Maybe I'm made to break and that's fine
But I keep saying one more time
When does darkness turn into light
Between my mind and heart
It's a fight
Like Do I live or do I die
Cuz
I can't seem to get things right
Oh oh oh
What if I drink it all away
Just anything to numb the pain
Cuz Some things I can't explain
I don't know
I guess I thought things would be easy this time
And It's hard to accept that I can't change your mind
I'd rather know nothing than hurt all the time
Can someone tell me why
Why
Am I enough
Am I enough
The strongest soldiers ain't that tough
Maybe I'm made to break and that's fine
Sometimes the stars just don't align
Am I enough
Am I enough
The heart I have ain't made for love
Maybe I'm made to break and that's fine
But I keep saying one more time
Am I enough
Am I enough
The strongest soldiers
Ain't that tough
Maybe I'm made to break
And that's fine
Sometimes the stars
Just don't align
Am I enough
Am I enough
The heart I have ain't made for love
Maybe I'm made to break and that's fine
But I keep saying one more time
What's meant for me will be
But
For now I'll keep asking
Am I enough
Am I enough
The strongest soldiers ain't that tough
I'm not ok but I will be