Regret

Man in fact I'm the only one to Blame
If I could ever you how perfect I really am I'd be lying man I told you that a Savage can't be Tamed
Yeah
Thats something that you shouldnt forget man
I did alot of shit that I regret
I did alot of shit I must confess
But through God I could tell that he would put me to Test
I mean people tell you to trust em nikka never do that
Coz when you let your guard down you get stabbed in the back
I'm not lying it's a fact
Those you love and in fact
I just pray that one of these days I never get intact
So never say "Trust a Nikka"
Coz growing up I never had a real Father Figure
My Step Dad was always there and he made me sicker
Never played his part so I never really loved the nikka
He was just a problem nikka
There were times where I wish I had my Father
But I asked God why he cursed me with me another
And atleast i always knew I had my brother
And When my life got really tough i had him and my mother
I'll won't get tired of this Rap Life
It's funny how they told me I won't make it with this Rap Life
But I see em sleeping on me and told em they should Nap tight
Eyes closed while they sleeping while glow and make em ask twice
And be like "Nikka King B is that you?" I'm a young living idol
Wad you expect me to do? They expect me to Lose but I just say
I won't Lose while they sleeping, hope their Alarm is on Snooze
I'm on grinding mode
I'm going all in and Backing that Statement
And since my life is a movie guess that's a Live Entertainment
Used to walk on the Pavement while I think bout greatness
I'll be touring the world
Know I'll be going different places

This is wad it Looks like
Yeah
I'm not saying that I got a good Life
I'm just saying how I wish that I could do right

I don't Stand Out coz I'm already Outstanding
I hope I keep my real friends after ascending
On my high horse bout to make a perfect Landing but the Come up is a journey
No time to be standing
I hope they can hear me this goes out to others who's like me
Be ready and steady
This will be a long different Journey
But One Day we'll get it don't let your ego play with it it's the road to success
And it's only beginning and soon we'll be winning
I thought my that conscious was clean but my conscious is dirty my options just scare me
they'd hate to compare me coz nobody can scare me
Coz I only fear God he's my creator and that's the end of the story
Look
I remember how I woke up in my sleep
I regret trusting the people that's closer to me
I'm so grateful that I'm the man I hoped I could be
I'm so driven and I will never lose focus in me
I believe in my dreams I fall in love in my sleep haters wanna see me fall in a hole that is deep
Father God I redeem myself coz going to Heaven is the only place I see myself going
But first just lemme get The Wealth
I told myself that I'm proud of who I am
Then tell myself that maybe Oneday I'll understand
When you look inside my eyes you can probably see my soul
Hope you see your reflection but I'm the one who's in control
I'm not trying to be like one of my peers Nasty C or A-Reece Man
I'm King B and if you want I'll repeat I'd rather be Me
If I had to choose I'd still choose me
Fuck I am who I am
This has been par
I never give and take coz I know that An eye for eye can make the world go Blind
When sex became easy love got harder to find we seems to leave it Behind
It makes us lose your Mind
We Living reckless
Little do we know that your older self will consider the things we did as nothing Madness
Like have sex unprotected
Then when Things become hard we start to feel neglected
How you wish you are accepted coz you were trying to Fit in and tired of being rejected
Don't let Peer Pressure get the best of you
I know friends have the power to go pressure you
But please remember you don't have to do what they do
Just keep on being you though they think you're a fool
Let it be a surprise