Role Model, Pt. III

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna cope
I'm all outta hope
They kicking us out
It's nowhere to go
No father around
He offa the blow
He tried to get high
To run from the lows
I'm the man of the house
Gotta carry the load
But my shoulders are tired
It's draining my soul
Got blood in my eyes
I'm losing control
Ain't slept in a month
It's taking a toll

[Chorus]
And I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
I'm the man of the house
Gotta carry the load
But my shoulders are tired
It's draining my soul
And I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running

[Verse 2]
I prayed and I prayed
I prayed and I prayed
A nigga been trying
Just to get through the days
My dawg in a box
They laid him to rest
Since August the fifth
It's been pain in my chest
It's been blood in my eyes
I been losing control
I ain't slept in a month
It's been taking a toll
I don't know where to go
At the end of my rope
I look up to the hills
But I don't see a soul
We drifted apart
She don't love me no more
Said you riding for me
Where the hell did you go?
Left me out the cold
When I needed you most
Guess I'm better alone
Guess that's just how it goes
I been trying to cope
But I'm all outta hope
I done prayed and I prayed
I read all of your quotes
But they kicking us out
It ain't nowhere to go
I got blood in my eyes
I been losing control

[Chorus]
And I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running
They kicking us out
It ain't nowhere to go
I got blood in my eyes
I been losing control
And I'm tired of running
I'm tired of running

[Verse 3]
My role model wasn't really the one to follow
Searching for answers at the bottom of every bottle
Making decisions that would leave the family hollow
Runny nose, runny nose, he got a runny—
Lying and switching up ya story every second
Beating around the bush, dodging every question
Always deflecting agitated acting defensive
The money low, money low but why's the money low
Eyes hollow, skin pale, you a fiend huh
Ain't showered, haven't left the bed in a week huh
Say you sober but you lying right through ya teeth huh
But I know, but I know, what you think I don't know
Say you love me, you don't love me, you a fraud nigga
Blame your brother for your habits, you know you wrong nigga
Hope it kills you every time that you hear this song nigga
You ain't no, you ain't no, you ain't no role model

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