Attachment Issues
Mhmm,
Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now
Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now
Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now
Gotta move own with my life
That's what I fear right now
Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down
But you couldn't even treat me right
So what i'm saying right now?
I had some issues with attachments
Soon as a nigga showed me interest had to bag it
Probably 'cause i ain't feel no love from my daddy
I don't like to talk about my childhood it's too tragic
But i feel that's why we connected deeper feelings
Trauma bonding man we both needed healing
I don't know if i loved you but it felt different
Felt like we was soulmates from the beginning
Was it me? was it you?
With my feelings did i play that shit too cool?
But too many times made me feel like a fool
My mind don't know why my heart still want fuck with you
This how I feel now
I just need you near right
Fuck that I need you here right now
Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now
Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now
Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now
Gotta move own with my life
That's what I fear right now
Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down
But you couldn't even treat me right
So what i'm saying right now?
What i'm saying i thought you was perfect
Even with your flaws I knew that you was worth it
Even on your bad days i knew you was hurting
But you never let me in and that shit hurt me
'Cause i can't understand what i don't know
All that fussing and yelling thru the phone
You not the same nigga i just don't know
But i still just wanted to help you grow
Mhmm, i be feeling stupid
Over you my mind I fucking lose it
You even made me believe in cupid
Mhmmm
Hmmm,
This how I feel now
I just need you near right
Fuck that I need you here right now
Smoking this blunt while I write how i feel right now
Thought I was over you but I just shed a tear now
Wanna be close to you but you are no where near right now
Gotta move own with my life
That's what I fear right now
Scared I won't find nobody else that's gone hold me down
But you couldn't even treat me right
So what i'm saying right now?
What i'm saying i thought you was perfect
Even with your flaws I knew that you was worth it
Even on your bad days i knew you was hurting
But you never let me in and that shit hurt me