I'm Not Ready

Every night I try to call you
Just to hear your voice again
All I hear is silence, since I lost you
I think about the time we'll never get
I pretend that I'm fine but you know better
Said I wouldn't cry, you know me too well
It's hard to say goodbye, but we have to
Will we meet again? guess time will tell
(will we meet again?)

You'll never know, how much you meant
I miss you so, till I feel sick
Yeah where'd you go, you left so quick
And we both know, that I suck at this

Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Wait, wait, don't go away
I feel so empty since you left me
Why did you go, I'll never know
Wish I could show you how special you are
Wait, wait, don't go away
I feel so empty, I'm not ready

Now I'm writing you a love song
I hope it finds you where ever
I need a silver lining, I can't find one
I try to smile but there's
A hole in my heart
'Cause I remember all the flights
Just to see you
And I wish we could hit rewind
You're why I learn to love myself
You said I'm special
I believed you every time

You'll never know, how much you meant
I miss you so, till I feel sick
Yeah where'd you go, you left so quick
And we both know, that I suck at this

Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Wait, wait, don't go away
I feel so empty since you left me
Why did you go, I'll never know
Wish I could show you how special you are
Wait, wait, don't go away
I feel so empty, I'm not ready