Do It To Myself

[Verse 1]
Insecurities
Keep bouncin' ‘round my head they’re stalking me
They’re sticking to my skin like vaseline
And no one knows
And no one knows
The higher that I go
The harder that I fall on broken bones
I'm going through withdrawals when no one's home
Nobody's there
I'm fucking scared

[Pre]
But I'm getting so used to this feeling
Doing everything but healing
Wish I could stop the bleeding
(It seems that)

[Chorus]
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
The more I have, the worse it gets

[Verse 2]
Kick me when I'm weak
And feed these masochistic tendencies
All my trauma soaked in gasoline
So no one knows
Yeah no one knows

[Bridge]
I'm scared to take a break
Scared to give myself time to think
Shut up, I don't wanna hear a thing
Fuck you, I don't wanna hear a thing
No I don't wanna die again
But I don't wanna catch my breath
When I stop the wheels start falling off

[Pre]
But I'm getting so used to this feeling
Doing everything but healing
Wish I could stop the bleeding
(It seems that)

[Chorus]
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
The more I have, the worse it gets
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
I do it to myself
The more I have, the worse it gets