Time Ain't Now

I'm so tired
Tired of losing sleep
Keeping me up at night
Is what I'm doing good enough
Is it worth the fight
Will it ever be alright
I'm uninspired
So I try to pour my heart out
In a song
But the feeling loses feeling
for too long
Is there something wrong
See I just wanna give up
On this thing I call a dream
Pick up and leave
But I can't
Cause every single time
I think I'm gonna throw in the towel
Gloves off guard down
I find myself get right back in the ring
No I can't
Just call it quits
It is what it is
I'm over this nah
That isn't the way it's meant to be
So when my head tells my heart that
I should leave this town
I just tell myself
That time ain't now
I feel so stupid
Spinning round and round and round
On this broken wheel
Thinking I'm getting somewhere but
I'm just standing still
Damn what's the deal
And this dream I'm chasing
If only I could forget about
Somehow
But I know without a doubt
That I can't
Cause every single time
I think I'm gonna throw in the towel
Gloves off guard down
I find myself get right back in the ring
No I can't
Just call it quits
It is what it is
I'm over this nah
That isn't the way it's meant to be
So when my head tells my heart that
I should leave this town
I just tell myself
That time ain't
Me packing my bags
Slow down this so fast
And closing that open door
Cause I know it's worth fighting for
So I can't
Cause every single time
I think I'm gonna throw in the towel
Gloves off guard down
I find myself get right back in the ring
No I can't
Just call it quits
It is what it is
I'm over this nah
That isn't the way it's meant to be
So when my head tells my heart that
I should leave this town
And everybody says that I
Should settle down
I just tell myself
That time ain't now
That time ain't now