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Black jeans by the swimming pool
Put my hand on your head
Now you're crying again
Counting time by the decimal let's leave
I don't wanna spend my time in your

Bed again
I relapse in thought of all my other plans
Oh, I don't wanna talk until I pop more Xans
You stripped it from my hands
I'll leave it where it stands
But I try, yes, I'm trying again

So I said I'm feeling alright
I don't wanna start no arguments
So I stay high, fuck up my life
Seeing some light thru another lens
She said I lied
I would never lie just to make things right
She said I tried
I would only try just to make things right
I'm covering her eyes with white liеs
Lying that I don't have Wi-Fi
Cannot call her 'til my life diеs
I sign out of my socials
She say I'm too vocal
I step through this portal again
I'm alright

Laying in bed again
I relapse in thought of all my other plans
Oh, I don't wanna talk until I pop more Xans
You stripped it from my hands
I'll leave it where it stands
But I try, yes, I'm trying again

You wanna go? Then I'll go too
Starting to feel like I don't know you
I tried to tell you that it's over
You said I'm different when I'm sober
You only like me when I'm fucked up
I've been stuck in casinos tryna
Get my luck up
I'm moved on, now it's stuck up
I start reliving every moment
That I fucked up
Well, I'm so sorry for that
It's been like twenty fucking years and
You still stuck in the past
Stuck in the dorm rooms
I try to tell you every day that I adore you
The way you look me in my eyes
It's like I bore you
And now I'm stuck on my phone
Tried to call you
Hit you up but you still leave me alone
And then you coming home
You can't stop from running circles
Running laps in my dome

Laying in bed again
I relapse in thought of all my other plans
Oh, I don't wanna talk until I pop more Xans
You stripped it from my hands
I'll leave it where it stands
But I try, yes, I'm trying again