Don't Have Doubt

If nobody sees me do I even exist?
And if nobody needs me do I know what needing is?
I'm losing ground, I'm losing ground

I spent most of the winter trying to write myself clean
I spend most of my days now blindly numbing the pain
I'm losing ground, I'm losing ground

I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt

This war wages between us every time we're alone
Oh, me myself and my own thoughts
Could resurrect bodies from under tombstones
Regret regret: my familiar friend
I can feel the ghosts creep in
I'm losing it, whatever it is

I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt

Maybe it's a yes, maybe it's a no
Maybe I don't care what you say, I just let go
You're no good for me, goodbye's in my throat
But I won't leave I still choose the devil I know

I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt

I don't know if I'll keep any sound from getting in
If I drown you out, if I drown you out
I don't know if I'll feel anything ever again
If I don't have doubt, if I don't have doubt
Will I feel at all?