Dystopian Girl

I can't let go,
It's in my head,
It's all the dirty thing's I'd heard you said.
I'll never know,
Who's in your bed,
As this jealous monster rears it's head. NOW!
Falling apart,
How long it's been,
I try to live my life so free of sin.
I'm letting go,
and ever since,
you came into my life I never win.
I can feel it when she falls,
Love's final battleground.
She's heading for the door,
She cries without a sound.
Now! Right!

Inside her, torn silent, falling down, I'm losing ground
Behind her, a blind denier, see it now, it all comes down.
Don't tell me how far to go!

Falling apart,
It's all the same,
We're all just victims in this savage game.
So take a bow,
There's no blame,
There's nothing here for you outside your fame.
Look inside you,
because I can't find you,
Locked away,
So far away.