7 Million Flowers

Stop hunting me and haunting me
I can't deal with your mess
It's such a cruel love the one you have for me
Keeping me in this open cage when you know I can't fly
It's such a sick love the one you have for me
I'm so violently lonely in this empty house
The sound of nothing is getting loud, feeling heavy in my head
I keep finding excuses for the way I'm hurting
I'm going down this darkness, being harder on myself
Your good girl waiting for you
Sitting in the garden, hoping for you, hoping for you
The tulip season is over
I counted seven million (And over) flowers and you're still the same
You got me where you want me
And I'm not gonna complain
You dragged me into this when I was the best of me
But now I'm growing frail as I seek the crumbs you have for me
We've been around, I'm on the side
We're both dealing with your weakness
No one's dealing with mine
Your good girl waiting for you
Sitting in the garden, hoping for you, hoping for you
The tulip season is over
I counted seven million (And over) flowers and you're still the same
You got me where you want me
And I'm not gonna complain
I can't feel beyond this
I tried so hard to end
Just like a knife splitting the moon in half
And all I can think of
Is how you should care more
For someone you say you love
Your good girl waiting for you
Sitting in the garden, hoping for you, hoping for you
You got me where you want me
And I'm not gonna complain