Control

I've been waiting
Through life's phases
For the piece that makes me whole
Does life make no sense
It's testing my patience
Why do good things have to go
I wanna control my own fate
But I don't wanna make mistakes
I don't want to learn the hard way
Too many unknowns I can't take
Nobody said it'd be easy
I didn't know it would be this hard
So surrender the control that you thought you had
You hold it too close it might slip through your hands
And there's so many answers I wish I had
There's too many things I'm trying to understand
I've been waiting
For some changes
For a love that holds me close
But I've been anxious
I'm getting impatient
I'm so tired of being alone
Nobody said it'd be easy
I never knew it would be this hard
So surrender the control that you thought you had
You hold it too close it might slip through your hands
And there's so many answers I wish I had
There's too many things I'm trying to understand
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
For a love that holds me close
But I've been anxious
But I've been anxious
I'm so tired of being alone
So surrender the control that you thought you had
You hold it too close it might slip through your hands
So surrender the control that you thought you had
You hold it too close it might slip through your hands
The wonder of being
Searching for meaning
Makes up for being in pain
A life full of grieving
Still gets to see things
Blossoming up in the rain
And I've dealt with pain in my not distant memories
But the beauty of life is always saying remember me