No Regrets
I think it’s crazy how i never thought that this would end
How do we go speak everyday, to never speak again?
How do you let spend me the night, 2 weeks after the end
Or how your friends tell me you lied to me over again
And since you left they say life goes on, what a fucking lie
Cause all i’ve done is drink away all of the pain inside
And i don’t know why, but lately you’ve been right on my mind,
So i just pray and hope to God that you’re doing fine
Our love was a puzzle, one piece didn’t fit, so you just gave up
And how you think i feel, every time that they bring your name up?
I went out to work for you; baby just for us to save up
Thought you were the one for me, but no girl you went and played us
There was days you made me hate myself,
How you love me but you treat me like a friend
Stayed even though you’re fucking up my mental health
And the sad thing is, i’ll do it all again
This aint something that im proud of,
But its something that I need to come and say
Our relationship, I built from the ground up
3 years, i don’t regret a single day
I was taught how to love, and taught just how to live
I was taught not to expect, but taught just how to give
I gave my heart to somebody, got the same back
But since you left, girl I haven’t got my brain back
Ive been living in the dark, cause I haven’t found the light
Had visions of a future, had plans for both our lives
Thought we were moving towards something,
Then lost it all one night
I can’t say I’m really living, if I feel I have no life
I wish we can go back to the day that you met me,
I hope you know, that i gave you the best me,
Deserve it all, girl ill never give you less me
And if you ever need something, girl just text me
I turned from God, but I know I needa turn around
The way you have me feeling, like I’m 6 ft underground
The rain wont pass, I know, but im not having it
I gave my all, and when you left, you left me for the dead
My hearts still broken, i tried everything but i can’t fix it
I tried the pills, i tried the alcohol, i tried to mix it
I try to put on a mask so everyone thinks im healthy
But every time I write a song, I pray that someone helps me
This the hardest shit I went through, bitch you used me
How many reasons you gon give, to say you didn’t use me
Fuck your promises you made, talking “baby you wont lose me”
Why don’t you tell the truth, on why the fuck you fucking used me
Everyday it still gets hard, to understand you’re gone
But I done gave you everything, girl I did nothing wrong
You needed space, I get it, I guess I need it too
But don’t you play the fucking victim, when this shit is all on you
This aint something that im proud of,
But its something that I need to come and say
Our relationship, I built from the ground up
3 years, i don’t regret a single day
I was taught how to love, and taught just how to live
I was taught not to expect, but taught just how to give
I gave my heart to somebody, got the same back
But since you left, girl I haven’t got my brain back.