Apologetic

I'm sorry I let you all down
I'm sorry for the drinking right now
I'm sorry I'm thinking out loud
I'm sorry I'm dreaming about
I'm sorry I let you all down
I'm sorry for the drinking right now
I'm sorry I'm thinking out loud
I'm sorry I'm dreaming about
The life I wish I was living
Instead of the life I've been giving
Been worrying too much all up in my head
Can't sleep at night can't get out of bed
Been thinking too much
Been feeling too much
But I'm done with that put it all on the table
This is me and I'm done with the fable
We all trynna figure it out
We all got our stories planned out
They crash and they burn and your left in the furnace
In the moment your burning
In the morning your hurting
And it all seems foreign, so why do we suffer?
I constantly wonder, I give it all up and I'm lost again
Finding hope in places wasn't there to began
Now I fill the void with the empty instead
Tears rush down and my eyes left red
Been bottled up for way too long
Left astray like something's gone wrong
Pick me up so I know I'm strong
Hold me down so I know I belong
Love me now
Love me now
Love me now
Love me now
Love me now
These are the type of thoughts I've been feeling
And this is the type of the way I've been healing
Lost in my nights with the demons
Praying God give me things to believe in
Give it all up so I'm asking for meaning
Words in my ear now it's probably the preaching
I wanna move on but I'm stuck in place
What's my life if I'm locked in a cage?
What's my fate if I'm lost in faith?
What's my fate if I'm lost in faith? (Yeah)
What's my fate if I'm lost in faith?
I'm sorry I opened up now
I'm sorry I had to leave town
I'm sorry I need you around
I'm sorry I let you all down
I'm sorry I opened up now
I'm sorry I had to leave town
I'm sorry I need you around
I'm sorry I let you all down
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I wish I could say it again, forgive me for now I have sinned