Demon Light

I been passing through the city I been looking at all these lights
I'm in Dallas meet up with me loosing yo man just for the night
Anything you want you got it look at my pockets filled real tight
Know you got myself for to call on if shit ain't feeling right
And I know that I've been heaven sent but got demons up inside
Know they wanna see me killed convince me to take my life
But I'm strong and that ain't right
And I know you happy with yo life
I see my demons in the dark I'm just goin hit 'em with this light
I'm done I'm cold had my fair share of that crying
I ain't ever been a quitter but I'm done with all that trying
Wish that I could talk to Brady know he see me out here wilding
Miss you dad I know you right up there with God must feel good to be flying
Must feel good you alright
Ever since you left this place I wonder what heaven like
On my knees on side the bed I pray that God keep me tight
Pray that he provide me with the chance to keep my family alright
But I feel the Devil still on my sleeve
I ain't found a state of balance I ain't found a state of peace
Tried putting down all my cups tried putting down all my weed
I been growing from this fucking struggle after all it made me weak
Ain't seen or heard from you in weeks
Fucked around with these hoes but you who I want and need
You fucked around on my partner while next to me in my sleep
Thought revenge would be sweet after you get forgiveness from me
And it's so hypocritic of me and it caused this ship to just sink
And I know that I've been heaven sent but got demons up inside
Know they wanna see me killed convince me to take my life
But I'm strong and that ain't right
And I know you happy with yo life
I see my demons in the dark I'm just goin hit 'em with this light
I been passing through the city I been lookin at all these lights
I'm in Dallas meet up wit me loosing yo man just for the night
Anything you want you got it look at my pockets filled real tight
Know you got myself for to call on if shit ain't feeling right