Past Life

If you wanna run ahead, I'll meet you Where the water meets the earth, we cling to
If you wanna find the edge, I'll come too I could run around the city with you
Just run away, all the pain I was feeling I still made a way
Who am I to judge in my own way? Gave it all I had, now I'm here

I'm standing in my own way, choked full of fear damn
Granny gone unc gone feel that ma next Used to post on my bands just a small flex
Friends never had them and my ex ain't around Been alone for some time, I can't help I'm feeling down
Spit my life up in this booth, fuck your feel I tell the truth, the dark is where I thrive

Don't need no hand, won't put my trust in you Stand up on that block for days, needing cash
I made a play, my demons back to haunt me But my sins, I'll take them to the grave
Won't speak my mind, can't open up, won't see my strap I keep it tucked
My heart gone, but still a smile shit, fucked up my past

My past
I can't seem to let this shit pass know, I hurt you, that's my bad
On these pills, they do me bad Wish I had some sense, ain't seen you since
And I ain't even mad, my gun was loaded And you dodged a bullet, I know that you glad

Lost all your love, so I can't help that it left me sad
If you wanna find the edge, I'll come too I could run around the city with you
If you need a hand, you can call me any day All this weight that's on my shoulders
I wish I could find a way to make the past right

I still have dreams, I be thinking bout my past life
I made a wrong turn, tell me left, but I turn right
Been giving up on life, so tell me will my soul fight