Runner, Pt. 2

If everything I say is too much
Then tell me why's it never enough?
Tell me why's it never enough
No it's not about you
I keep my phone off when I'm around you
How could I ever wanna doubt you?
I keep my walls up I don't know how to
Tear 'em down that ain't really what I'm used to
Used to running away and
Finding escape plans
Hiding in basements
Then you opened my eyes
Now you don't leave my mind
You there all the time
But that don't mean I don't mind
I don't got no time
You were a gold mine
I didn't know why
I know that it's much too late
But I finally see it
When I said that I don't wanna run
I really mean it
And I still want you right there
I see you in my nightmares
I know you never fight fair
I might care enough
No it's not about you
(Bout you)
I keep my phone off when I'm around you
(Round you)
How could I ever wanna doubt you?
(Doubt you)
I keep my walls up I don't know how to
(How to)
Tear 'em down that ain't really what I'm used to
(Used to)
Connect like Bluetooth
Just like we used to
I wish I knew you
Like something usual
In the way
But if there's an escape then I'll be running away
And you'll be turning the page
I be going till I'm running out of stamina
I know that you hate it that I'm all over your camera
Every single alibi, excuse
I know I ran it up
Just because I'm running doesn't mean I'm not a fan of ya
I just need some time to think
Put my heart in a lock with a key
I'm so tired of feeling pulled by a string
Now you really got nothing on me
With a little help from my friends
I promise that the party never will end
And if I never see you again
Just know that I still wanna see you win
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
And the feelings grow stronger
Don't know how much longer I'll be
No it's not about you
(Bout you)
I keep my phone off when I'm around you
(Round you)
How could I ever wanna doubt you?
(Doubt you)
I keep my walls up I don't know how to
(How to)
Tear 'em down that ain't really what I'm used to
(Used to)
Connect like Bluetooth
Just like we used to
I wish I knew you
There's something usually in the way
But if there's an escape then I'll be running away
And you'll be turning the page