Lonely Boy Venus

[Verse]
I've been looking for the fame but I'll probably never get it
I'm so pretty call me Venus, watch the way I'm running
Painting all these pretty pictures, call me Basquiat
Speedballing down to notoriety, I better watch out
Yo I'm feeling frisky, shoutout to Esca, she's a cutie chick blogging but I'll never meet ya
Keepin' my bed warm while I'm dirty dancing
Hand me my towel, I'm rolling solo
Don't rock a polo, I only wear long tees
Watch your girl striptease on the internet
She said she'll bring her friends, call it triple threat
Yup, I'm out here making moves without friends like that
I've been a lonely guy for a long time
"Oh my, I thought he had a Muffin?" I did
Took a lot of bites out of her, got sick to my stomach so I quit it
I don't really regret it cause I know she won't forget me
I know that sounds cold and I seem like an asshole
But I felt stuck in this damn dark wormhole
I'm just a guy who's trying to get by
And like Ariana I got no more tears left to cry

[Chorus]
I just wanna be happy and carefree (violently happy)
Please let me be, I don't wanna feel too lonely
He believes in the beauty
I've been feeling alone for so long, I just want to let this all go
He believes in the beauty
I'm just better on my own, I don't need anyone to tell me so
He believes in the beauty
I've been feeling alone for so long, I just want to let this all go
He believes in the beauty
I'm just better on my own, I don't need anyone to tell me so