This Is How It Feels

[Chorus]
So this is how it feels
This is how it seems to be
When it's one more lonely night that you gifted to me
And it's hard
It's so hard to say goodbye
But at least I had the dignity to try
So this is where it ends
This is where we all go home
The party's over and out, goodbye for now
Now it's time to go lay down
And I'll sleep
I'll sleep what feels like years
And I'll fall into the darkness
The things I truly fear
[Verse 1]
There's so many things I've been dying to tell you
But the words don't come to mind
And I walk away with shame on my shoulders
And regret on my mind
There's some things that don't come so easy
So why can't you understand that I'm trying my best?
And if it's not good enough, then I can't give you anything else
[Verse 2]
So what is it that you want from me?
Don't bother to ask me from sympathy
I've lost all signs of hope for you
And it looks to me like you have too
I always tried my best for you
Never got any rest for you
And now you've left me black and blue
So I hope it was worth the fun
[Verse 3]
And now you can see that things wouldn't have changed
No matter what you did
You fucked this up, and I'm not in the wrong
So don't blame me for the way it is
I told you time and time again
I told you that we'd still be friends
You ruined your chance, and I'm not coming back
Your ship is sinking way too fast
[Chorus]
So this is how it feels
This is how it seems to be
When it's one more lonely night that you gifted to me
And it's hard
It's so hard to say goodbye
But at least I had the dignity to try
So this is where it ends
This is where we all go home
The party's over and out, goodbye for now
Now it's time to go lay down
And I'll sleep
I'll sleep what feels like years
And I'll fall into the darkness
The things I truly fear
[Bridge]
So drive me down to town tonight
Keep focus on the red lights
Stop and stare, as you leave me there
And forget me like you do
[Chorus]
So this is how it feels
This is how it seems to be
When it's one more lonely night that you gifted to me
And it's hard
It's so hard to say goodbye
But at least I had the dignity to try
So this is where it ends
This is where we all go home
The party's over and out, goodbye for now
Now it's time to go lay down
And I'll sleep
I'll sleep what feels like years
And I'll fall into the darkness
The things I truly fear
[Outro]
So this is how it feels