Ghost

Hard for me to keep it together
Tell me what this about
Hard for me to change with the weather
I'm tired of the drought
Hard for my soul to feel like a feather
Hard when I feel like my heart has been tethered
Been thinking too much
I've been in my head
I've been skipping lunch
Leaving texts on read
I've been losing track
I've been losing focus
Caught up in an act
I barely even notice
Looking for a high
Measuring the range
Battling the lows
Pleasures seem to change
Try to rectify
Everything feels strange
When the night is cold
Now I'm channeling a flame
Hard for me to keep it together
Tell me what this about
How for me to change with the weather
I'm tired of the drought
Hard for my soul to feel like a feather
Hard when I feel like my heart has been tethered
Sometimes I need a break
Sometimes I need to step away
Sometimes I need something to help me
Forget the past couple days
I'ma speak the truth
Yea
I'ma speak what's on my mind
Speaking on mental health
Feels like a crime
You don't need to chime in
When I'm in time out
People like to chime in
But don't wanna find out
Locks on the pad
Deep inside my hideout
Trying to get in my head
I tell them just to get out
Get out
Get out
Move
Get out my way
Can't you see that I'm having a day
Not trying to talk
I've got nothing to say
Locks on these chains
And I can't break away
I'll tell you to leave
When I want you to stay
I've got no time
Just to sit here and pray
Day by day
Day by day
Digging my grave
Day by day
Day by day
Meaning I crave
Sometimes I just want to sleep
Lost in a dream
Why was I given life
What does it all mean
Head on the ground
Feet in the clouds
I think I see a light
I think I hear a sound
For them it's too quiet
For me it's too loud
Now
Tell me what the fuck we talking about
Talking about
For them it's too quiet
For me it's too loud
Tell me now
What we talking about
Talking about
Hard for me to keep it together
Tell me what this about
Hard for me to change with the weather
I'm tired of the drought
Hard for my soul to feel like a feather
Hard when I feel like my heart has been tethered
Hard for me to keep it together
Tell me what this about
Hard for me to change with the weather
I'm tired of the drought
Hard for my soul to feel like a feather
Hard when I feel like my heart has been tethered