Naaman Without The River Jordan (feat. Kyle Lucas)

I can feel the weight of the world on my back
I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

And now you're throwing names you could never take back
There's so much I could say, but I wouldn't do that
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Let's be honest, hate me for my problems
Hate me for them times when I was wilding primadonna
I had partners who were with me, we was grinding at the bottom
Shit got hot, they dropped off but the first ones to comment
Taking credit for my shit like they're running my love
Y'all were quick to dip when the money dried up
You know the deal, let's be real
But tell me how it feels
Now it end up on your face bitch, sunny side up, what

I can feel the weight of the world on my back
I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

And now you're throwing names you could never take back
There's so much I could say, but I wouldn't do that
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

It's always those who can't do, they just the first to criticize
Saying that you ain't a fan, what? Been a lie
If I ain't in your top five, climb the tallest building you can find
Go 'head, take a swan dive, film that shit, put it online
I could've been this, could've been that
Throwing stones in that glass house, talking shit with a glass mouth
That right there, right there though gonna leave your ass out
Ain't it funny how your boy got the last laugh now

I can feel the weight of the world on my back
I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

And now you're throwing names you could never take back
There's so much I could say, but I wouldn't do that
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

Yeah, y'all can still be mad at me and that's fine
I can't do shit about that
Just know I occupy a large portion of your mind, haha
I ain't going anywhere

I do know one thing though if you said it, I heard it
You wrote it, I read it
Even if you tweet it, deleted it, believe it, I seen it
I got a list full of names and I'm checking off people one by one
Hope your ass ain't next

I can feel the weight of the world on my back
I don't wanna complain like I'm under attack
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

And now you're throwing names you could never take back
There's so much I could say, but I wouldn't do that
The people that I know that are ashamed of me
But I am not the same, I changed for me

Too close to me, too close to me