Manipulative

If I know one thing
About you
Know you wish
You had
So much more
Than me
Manipulative
Crazy
Asshole
And if I know
A
Fucking thing
I think you'd
Wish
That you could be
So much more
Than this
A fucking star
Left in a shit show
All this talk of misery
Falling away blissfully
Look at what you did to me
Thinking you were into me
Way you would manipulate me
Talk me into crazy things
Drugs every weekend
Way that I would seek it
Your approval
Got me by the throat
But I was off better
With the bugs
With the fly's
Swarming
I was off centered
Swear I never
Saw it this way til
The 2cbbb
Fill me up
With things
Tabs of Lsd
Trip my twack and see
My life's horribly
Collapsing
Inside out
I was relapsing
All
The time
I waste my life
Like
Stare at the ground til I freak
Its all the psych's
I think
Fresh cut grass
The smell of demise
Walk my ass home
Just in time
To watch the end
Of my life
End of my life
Lay me down to die
Walk right past as my heart fails
Screaming
And pleading
But nobody stops
Though
Why did I take
all those
Lines
I don't know
If I know one thing
About you
Know you wish
You had
So much more
Than me
Manipulative
Crazy
Asshole
And if I know
A
Fucking thing
I think you'd
Wish
That you could be
So much more
Than this
A fucking star
Left in a shit show
Worlds collapsing
Outta my head
Oh
Keep relapsing
Where did my friends go
Only thing I
Count on
My
Drugs though
Heart keeps jumping
But I don't stop oh
If I know one thing
About you
Know you wish
You had
So much more
Than me
Manipulative
Crazy
Asshole
And if I know
A
Fucking thing
I think you'd
Wish
That you could be
So much more
Than this
A fucking star
Left in a shit show