Tuscan Leather Freestyle
Life is not a fairy tale
I learned that shit very quick
Rest in peace to memaw
Showed me life is fragile cherish it
Burying the hatchet with my demons til they perishing
Had a crush on Paris til she cussed me out, embarrassing
White girl, red hair, volleyball, bad move
Ladies wanna cuff me and get lucky cause I'm mad smooth
As usual, I don't give a fuck like a bad mood
That dude in the studio, with the sax tunes
Sad fools try to chase the bag like Mr. Krabs
I'ma keep my hopes alive likе Mr. Bob when he spazz
I was trained in jazz, I could tеach a fucking masterclass
On the art of never giving up when no one got your back
As a young gun, I was taught to always keep my word
And respect your elders, even if the shit they do absurd
Now I've fucking learned, change is gonna come when it's deserved
And what's socially acceptable is ethically absurd
I was on the verge of a mental breakdown upon the road
Pick up mom from work when we did not even just have a home
Shit, I missed a toll, now we on the Indiana bridge
Made it back to the Chi on E, nigga how we lived
Is beyond me, car broke down in valet
Started beatboxing tryna use my talents for change
Those were dark days, I ain't have no data on my phone
I was praying up to God, that I wouldn't die alone
It's a harsh life, but I guess somebody gotta pay
Might as well just be the nigga, who could really make a change
It's a harsh life, but I guess somebody gotta pay
Might as well just be the nigga, who could really make a change
Fuck the fortune and fame
This the story, how a nigga dormant became
A fucking force to be reckoned with by scoring the game
Scorsese with the authenticity just flooring the frame
You use to watch my life explained through the lens of my brain
A carbon copy of my body could never replace
The shit I'm spitting through my spirit in every way
I'll take you to the astral plane, don't get carried away
I write to give you niggas life, and to bury your pain
I'm a mixture of your favorites and all of the greats
With the added emphasis of a message to play
Treat each other with respect so you get what you gave
Cause all we got is each other at the end of the day
Switch, give you niggas the look
I'm the type of nigga that they write in history books
Everyday I'm introspecting til mirrors are shook
So I pop my shit every now and then keeping you hooked
Look, we ain't done yet
Off the top of the dome, til we get that
Know I spit that
Off the top of the dome, how I get that
Nigga, click clack
I don't even got gun bars, spit that
Nigga, click clack
Look
Listen
Look
Yo
How much time is this nigga spending on the intro?
These ain't even official releases, this just my pen flow
I write hits daily, it gives me reason to vent mo'
You like pics daily while masturbating to bimbos
While yo bitch sending eggplant emojis straight to my Venmo
But this dick ain't free, like Kendrick preached at his tempo
Got a fire in my soul, but some friendships can't be rekindled
Like how you turn your back on a brother that's riding with you?
That shit still irks me today, I can't hide it
I've always been honest with y'all, you damn right bitch
And still somehow taking a fall, I guess I get
What I wanted here after all, I'm no psychic
But I swear to God that I saw this whole life shit
Play out before you were gone, It's like I hit
Deja vu when you called, I've been writing
To help a nigga cope with the pain, there's none like it
I watched my family split at the frame, in one night shift
Then y'all went and did it again, now that's twice bitch
I had my whole life rearranged, there's no hiding
The trauma resurfaced again, I'm reminded
No matter how much that I pray, there's no writing
The wrongs of decisions we've made, that's just life shit
I guess we'll just keep it a buck, til next time then
And maybe when the timing is right, we'll stop fighting
But I can't let shit hold me back, I'll keep shining
Until my last breath has escaped, I'll keep fighting
To show the world that love is the way, we need guidance
I hope that one day we find peace, this goodbye then