The Monster

[Verse 1]
Quick I gotta get out
It's chasing me down
And It screams so loud
Don't look back or try to shout
You'll make it shed a tear
Then forever hide in fear
Everything is my fault
Spoke words from the vault
I disturbed the peace
Now I fall to my knees
Don't you think it's funny?
How you know how crazy I can be?
You have seen, you have read it actually
Now you know my truth, and how much I hate you
The Monster tried so hard
But I still just fell apart
Fix me now, pick me up
Pour that drink in my cup
Tell me what I should do
I don't have a fucking clue
Cause I'm just so far gone
And it's all because of you

[Verse 2]
Forced me to confess
When I just want to rest
Please leave me alone
It won't go home
You don't know how to talk
So stop trying to knock
Please just go away
I don't want you to stay
Flashback when I was small
Before I lost it all
I opened up to you
You made it not seem true
Said it didn't go that way
But I was there on that day
You told me it wasn't real
So now I hide how I feel
The Monster is sorry
"Please why won't you talk to me"
If it really wants to know
Behind my back it will go
Snoop around, look down
It will find things out
Things it won't understand
Because it never gave a damn

[Verse 3]
Why was I left this way?
What made it seem okay?
For you to act like that
Left me traumatized real bad
Aren't you supposed to be loving and nurturing?
Whatever happened to The Monster that I once knew?