Goodbye Note

I'm sick of love
I'm sick of all these girls who just give me up
Everyone telling me that I feel to much
I should walk around and shouldn't give a fuck
But I do... but I do
Look at myself and I say screw you
Knife to my wrist but I couldn't go through
Realistically I just only lose
I lost

Every day I wake up numb
I lay at night thinking bout a gun
Blowing a hole in my brain it goes
I don't want to die
But I can't get anything right
People tell me they love me but honestly I think they just lie
Cos they know I cry
Lay awake in my bed at night
Envisioning the way I'll end my life
Every living moment is fight
Don't ask if I'm down
I just wanna make my family proud
You didn't give a fuck back then so how come now
You care if I am down

I'm sick of love
I'm sick of all these girls who just give me up
Everyone telling me that I feel to much
I should walk around and shouldn't give a fuck
But I do... but I do
Look at myself and I say screw you
Knife to my wrist but I couldn't go through
Realistically I just only lose
I lost