Something’s here

See ppl happy and laughing I
Can't pretend that we even
My silent weapons is loaded I'm
Fighting wit inner demons
I hide behind demeanor calm
Cool and collective
That just deception bcause I can
Lose it at any second
I relate to late van goes
And eadgar Allen poes
Its like the devil placed a bet and
Now he battles for my soul
I held my own when he would challenge
But now it's taking it's toll
But theres a balance cuz the lord
Ordered me to never let go
Vodka by the fountain
Kush piles higher than mountains
So I'm either climbing or drowning in
This room full of downers
RIP shoutouts for those nolonger around us
My only hope is homie had peace and
(in) his soul when they found him
Just another story expessing how
Wild my town was
If I ain't learn from my encounters
No tell where I would've woundup dayo Dayo
If I ain't learn from my encounters
No tell where I would've
Woundup at but yoooooo

Happiness is cold at night
But it feels so good forget
The lies we're stuck inside
Don't let them tell us what we should
Do no it doesn't right the wrongs
No mater what you thought
Moving closer towards
The light but still so far away
My loneliness is knit so tight I'm
Hoping this will change my world

There's something there inside me and
It won't go away it won't go away
Said there's something there inside me
And it won't go away it won't go Away

The sacrifice for putting food on
Ya table to eat
Will hunt you later make it to
Where you're unable to sleep and it
Won't go away
You pray that it leaves but it
Won't go away
The Voices in my head screaming at
The top of their lungs
Follow me everywhere I go so how could I run
Spiritual warfare watching the black
Clouds fight the sun
So beware of that owl when the night come

Lights go off we fuck around
This just don't
Feel the same from what I've lost
I've somehow found things are only
What you make them

Still there's something there inside me
And it won't go away it won't go Away
Said there's something there inside me
And it won't go away it won't Go away

You know I wanna there's something
There inside me and
It won't go away it won't go away
Said there's something there inside
Me and it won't
Go away i'm falling and I'm falling