Been Thinkin'

I been thinkin, I been thinkin
I been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin
I been thinkin (I am not high I swear to God)
Said I been thinkin, I been thinkin
I been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin

Ain't seen you in 4 years, head strong like a warrior
He tells me I'm the girl of his dreams
And now he's out kissin me in public
Thinkin nothing of it, it's obvious he can't believe that he's here
I always wanted a luh-luh love like this
The typa shit that make you think of middle school kissin
I rarely say shit, in my silence I see the vision
He never understood me but now he know what he missin and
He callin me tryna get right back
That double back shit, I'm sorry but I don't do that
You busy checkin for me
Silly nigga getcho stack
Took too long for you to comprehend I'm what you lack
I'm a pretty senorita
Call me bonita
Talk to me nice and you might get a feature
I'm new to this shit, I'll make you a believer
Ain't tryna prove nothin, just do me
I hold the power between my eyes
And the universe between my thighs
I'm part of every single star in the sky
But sometimes it's hard for me to realize
Cuz my mind aligns with the sublime
You gotta know that what you see you keep
And everything you ever sow you reap
And anything you manifest will be
I know I'm chosen cuz the Universe is testin
And good or bad that shit comes back, you'll see

So be kind and you'll see, that what is meant for you will always be
So be kind and you'll see
Oh you'll see

Pink, white, yellow skies; I love the view
Think back to the times I wanted you
I saw heaven in your eyes and knew the truth
Until death do us part
Growth is the, noose
We separated like the wheat and tare
I lost your number and I changed my hair
Got to the point I didn't recognize who I saw there
In the mirror it was clear to me when the fog had smeared
And then the God appeared
Everything I had been searching for was all right
It was just hidden in my heart up under all this fear
Fear of inadequacy, why is you badgering me?
I barely know myself but I should be yo peace?
Nah, that's not love and it's not free
I want love but you want me
That narrative it used to be enough for me
Always alone, never lonely
I remember when abuela told me
Love will come focus on you
Build yourself like you spose to
You could be the prettiest thing walkin round
But if there's nothin in your head then you're worthless
Take care of your heart cuz it's precious
Think before you speak, don't be reckless
With life from in the tongue there's a death threat
If there's nothin else you get from this message
The light in you will shine if you let it
So baby just let it don't regret it
Yeah I said it