Changing Scenes (feat. Sleepless the Poet)

Don't look up to me
Finding the worst company in every unexpected scene
Don't look up to me
It's always bottles and bottles and wannabe models
But still you went and
Showed up to my sister's birthday with my momma's favorite wine
Don't know how it happened, don't know what I'm supposed to feel this time
Feel this time
Can we keep it real this time?
I'm changing scenes
Don't look up to me
Holding my face with her fingers retracing each melody
I don't know what she sees
When I can't remember these wannabe tinders
But still you went and
Showed up to my sister's birthday with my momma's favorite wine
Don't know how it happened, don't know what I'm supposed to feel this time
Feel this time
Let's both keep it real this time?
I'm changing scenes
Don't know what it means, I don't know what it means
But I'm changing scenes
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to think
But I'm changing scenes
Don't look up to me
I'm trying to find the man that I wanna be
I'm trying to find the words that I wanna speak
But who I am's in every single part of me
Wear my heart on my sleeve like it martyrs me, yo
Quick indecisions, moronic like oxy
You're sleeping on Sleepless you know you can't stop me
I called her my dame, didn't stay for the doxy
Goddamn it's a shame, I made way for the proxy
And now, I can't breathe
And now, I can't sleep
And now, she's going to leave
Cause I'm not what she needs, so
Sippin' champagne really brought all the pain
Except I wasn't sipping, you know what I'm sayin'?
I kept on forgetting the blame I was taking
I've got to do better, these lanes I am changing
I'm changing scenes
Don't know what it means, I don't know what it means
But I'm changing scenes
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to think
But I'm changing scenes
Don't look up to me
I get head like a guillotine
But you're seeing the only "good side", I think
Probably wrong, but I know that society
Watch me crash with no help from the hell I bring
But you helpin' me see a thing
How these patterns don't linger
I'll play R&B singer
If you want her don't bring her
Got that thing in the wringer
Used to swim through the trenches of hoes in my mentions
Get all the attention, but you never listened
And now intervention
Having snuck through defenses, I'm left here defenseless
And you 'bout business of helping me witness
'Bout all of what this was
'Cuz all of what this was was nothing but bullshit
Nothing but bullshit, and I tried to push it
But you went right through it to get everything that you get
And I...
Yeah, my heart's in it
You played a big part in it
There ain't no disregarding it
You went really far just to see me escape
And I'm honored, but
Now the seasons have changed, and no, I'm not the same
Don't you call my bluff
Don't you call my bluff