Thirteen

[Verse 1]
This was a fever dream
I had when I was a kid
Finally turned thirteen
Now I'm just sick of it
I thought that this was gonna be my year

[Verse 2]
Responsibilities
I had to grow up in fear
And I missed everything
Lost all the things I hold dear

Now I'm just surviving

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause all of these things feel
Like nothing is real
And I told myself again
That this would be my end

[Chorus]
So, why can't I just stay thirteen
And laughing like it's never ending
Doing all the things that were not supposed to be
Cause below thirteen is the only place that's-

"why can't I just stay thirteen?"
How dumb was I to dream so big?
That phrase I kept for years
Just only held me back from whеre I started

[Verse 3]
Yeah all my friеnds are gone
My only bestfriend too
It didn't feel so long
At least I'm out of the blue
Now I'm with you
I'm with you

[Verse 4]
And I had to grow up
I had no choice to choose
Between maturity
And all the things I want to do
Oh it's all too soon

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause all of these things feel
Like nothing is real
And I told myself again
That this would be my end

[Bridge]
What a waste, I wish I lived back my days
I would stay, If I had the choice to make

[Last Chorus]
So why can't I just stay thirteen
And feel so high like a king and queen
Staring straight throughout my screen
'cause below thirteen is the only place that's-
"why can't I just stay thirteen?"
How dumb was I to dream so big?
That phrase I kept for years
Just only held me back from where I started