Tired Eyes

If I push you away, I'm sorry
If I don't look away, it'll harm me
You only like me when you're lonely
Got no poker face so I'm folding
Don't seem to relate, to nobody
Mistakes that I made, they follow me
Maybe I'm still making them
Somehow I'm still making them

It's just one of those days when I look in the mirror
Surprised to see these tired eyes staring back at me
Thought I'd be someone else by now
Thought that I would've been gone by now
I'm sick of my face, I'm sick of my
Name, don't wanna be famous
Don't wanna get paid less, but I stopped getting
Aces, holding out til vacation
I couldn't tell you why
After all I've tried
Why I haven't died
No one by my side
I'm
Tired of feeling
Hollowed out

Second best chest to lay your head on

Hide myself away feeling headstrong

Lying to my friends about my mindset

All this smoke kills and I'm dependent

Don't wait up for me
I'm still waiting on myself

Times have changed so quick
But I'm still stuck in the past

If I push you away, I'm sorry
If I don't look away, it'll harm me
You only like me when you're lonely
Got no poker face so I'm folding
Don't seem to relate, to nobody
Mistakes that I made, they follow me
Maybe I'm still making them
Somehow I'm still making them