New Beginnings

Yeah I'm at her house but it isn't what it seems
Nights we never slept cause we was talking about our dreams.
Is this what we want or is it what we all perceive?
I don't need to fuck to know exactly what I need
People wanna rush when they want the in between
And end up feeling stuck end up feeling in-between
What you want?
The life you live
Or the life you wanna lead
I can never make decisions on the love I never seen from you
And you know that it's true
I mean c'mon
There's a reason I'm here to tryna make a new song
You only hit me up when I move on
Last night I went out the boys
Haven't done that in so long
This girl gave me her number and that shit felt so wrong
We wasn't even cuffed so I'm singing this old song
Hope I'm never far when I'm so gone
Damn
I hope I'm never far when I'm so gone
Damn
This is the only reason I keep a distance
I'm tryna see red flags with the window tinted
Told that shorty stay away she never listened
Now she want a break, I tell her I don't do no intermissions
So close the curtains cut the lights
Maybe we can reconnect when we both figure out our life
But for now I'm only slowing you down every single night
It's not you it's just me
I got things on my mind
And I hope that you find what you find
Cause I've been driving low through the city and I might
Pull up to this party that my boys did invite
I've been so dark I don't wanna ruin lights girl