dread

We met lying in a pool of dread
You said there's nothing we can do just yet
But now my roof is gone
All I know
Is everything but holding on but
It's never been quite clear
If I had tried to stay that day
Would you have helped me wipe away
The blood soaked truth
Tell me why
I can't lie when I think about you
I'll be fine
I can't cry over cracks that I abused
Wondering why
Wondering how after all of this time
It's time to sober up
You said I was enough
But now you're tunnelling the line
You said there's nothing you can see ahead
One step and everything we knew was dead
And now my hope is gone
All I know is everything but holding on but
It's always been quite clear
If I had tried to stay that day
You never would have walked away
Just swallowed the truth
Tell me why
I can't lie when I think about you
I'll be fine
I can't cry over cracks that I abused
Wondering why
Wondering how after all of this time
It's time to sober up
You said I was enough
But now you're tunnelling the line
Are you listening
Try to help me see
A way out of our misery
You held onto me
I couldn't help but breathe
It dragged us down to the dirt
Tell me why I just cry
When I think about you
You'll be fine
I will lie over cracks that I abused
I always knew why
I always knew how, how
It's time to sober up
You said I was enough