Hopes Up

I get my hopes up
That I'm still on your mind
I get my hopes up
That you won't leave this time
I feel pain, smoke a blunt just to take it away
I'm gonna die soon, baby it'll be okay
I get my hopes up
That I'm still on your mind
I get my hopes up
That you won't leave this time
I feel pain, smoke a blunt just to take it away
I'm gonna die soon, baby it'll be okay

All these thoughts running through my head
I share my darkest secrets with this girl I've never met
And I can't stay broke baby so I make this bread
So I can leave it to my mama when I end up dead
You've got your back arched kneeling on the edge of my bed
And while we're fucking I keep thinking over what you said
'Bout how you wish that you had chosen someone else instead
And that my demons are so strong that now they're in your head

Tell me do you want this anymore
We're breaking hearts and always slamming doors
Drunk and fighting 'til the break of dawn
My friends told me you were never the one
Tell me do you want this anymore
We're breaking hearts and always slamming doors
Drunk and fighting 'til the break of dawn
My friends told me you were never the one

I get my hopes up
That I'm still on your mind
I get my hopes up
That you won't leave this time
I feel pain, smoke a blunt just to take it away
I'm gonna die soon, baby it'll be okay
I get my hopes up
That I'm still on your mind
I get my hopes up
That you won't leave this time
I feel pain, smoke a blunt just to take it away
I'm gonna die soon, baby it'll be okay