Closed Doors, Blank Keys

Why don't you let go?
Go dumb, run off and tell me how it goes
Don't wanna snap again so please don't get too close
It doesn't feel fair but that's the way it goes
Sitting in the void ask why you can't let go

Build a door, just for it to be closed
Call you back because I want my clothes
You want to wait; so I wait and decompose

Know that I probably crossed the line
And this time I can not blame the wine
But please know that you've always been divine

Why don't you let go?
Go dumb, run off and tell me how it goes
Don't wanna snap again so please don't get too close
It doesn't feel fair but that's the way it goes
Sitting in the void ask why you can't let go

(Wait, was that right? Ok.)

The neon lights surrounding me
Our life became a crowd at three
Tell me, am I doing this wrong, am I doing it wrong?

Don't know how to stay healthy
Your lipstick staining my sleeves
Just let it fall, let it fall
(Let it fall, let it fall)

Lock it in a box and then I throw away the key
Feeling trapped, walls around me I can't break free
I'm sorry that I'm always mad, can you help me?

Always feel like I'm invisible, can you see me?
Guess I'm not really there, walk along the street
Trapped in a cloud of distortion, I can't see

Why don't you let go?
Go dumb, run off and tell me how it goes
Don't wanna snap again so please don't get too close
It doesn't feel fair but that's the way it goes
Sitting in the void ask why you can't let go

I don't wanna start again, eyes are red, stuck in my head
You don't know how hard it is, mascara stains still on my bed
Feels like it's the end, finally running out of all my meds
Hanging by a thread, The rope wouldn't hold so I'm not dead