Always and Never

I hate you, but you love me
Just let it go, let me go
The time I passed, lost in the past
Can't get it back, I wasted it all
Fuck it all, I dropped the ball
I've broken it, my mind just split
I keep and try, I watch it die again
I try again
Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again
As the petals fall off, right over the edge
Replant
Flowers only grow with a slight slant
Right over the edge
As planned
Try to save what was left of it all
Falling right over the edge
Start it back and I
Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting
Move quick, like you never even liked me
Try again, it's not even in the right key
Run down; The time I've wasted
Same town; The lives you hated
Phone's off, I don't care if I miss you
Fuck off, it was all shit in plain view
Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again
As the petals fall off, right over the edge
Replant
Flowers only grow with a slight slant
Right over the edge
As planned
Try to save what was left of it all
Falling right over the edge
Start it back and I
Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting
Move quick, like you never even liked me
Try again, it's not even in the right key