Long Road

[Intro]
(Trademark)

[Verse]
My dog died in my face, so don't tell me how I'm 'posed to feel
Niggas snakes, my circle small, confused now I'm doing pills
Tryna touch a million for my nigga that got a million years
If I fall then get back up, forever God the only man I fear
I was just broke as hell, now that bag coming
Why you tell me not to flex? I ain't never had nothing
We got that shit right back in blood, my niggas smashed something
They ain't believe in Dot [?]
But I'm holding on, I'ma die alone
My nigga died off that drank so I mix X and strong
Mama got weary on her face, why you left us alone?
Pain get worser by the day, lil' Leek just called my phone
Pain got me doing drugs, I really need a hug
Can't shake this shit on us, like, man, what the fuck?
What if I quit today, I feel like giving up
What if I died today? Like, would you give a fuck?
They hit my nigga with that iron
Now I got demons on my mind, mama, mama
They shot my nigga dead, one I called my brother
Leeky always on my mind, that's my dog forever
All this shit stress me out, I wish we died together
But gang gang got your back, I'ma ride forever
I just never understood, why lil' Leeky left lone
Swear to God I'm scarred forever, I ain't never moving on
We gon' slide 'til the opposition die
'Cause them niggas made me cry
Catch a killer, I'ma open fire
Don't know who to believe, man, everybody lying
I keep my feelings to myself
Never told no one when Leeky died, I tried to kill myself
'Cause it's nobody that feel my emotions
Wanna take the time back, like why the fuck y'all open
So don't tell me it's okay
They don't feel what I feel, fuck the world, I ain't straight
Man, I know I'm a star, wanna pick back up my Drac'
Tell a nigga this for Leeky and go and take a nigga face
Look Natasha in her eyes and I don't know what to say
Like why the fuck my nigga died? They'll never feel my pain
But I know that a nigga heart gone
Mama help me, this shit turned your son cold
Never told my feelings, man, I feel like I'm alone
Now I'm popping pills hoping one day I'll be gone
I gotta live for my niggas, so I'm just gon' hold on

[Outro]
I'm just like, proud to say that I made it to where I came, you feel me?
We came from nothing, like, we was in the trenches for real
Bangouts broad day, running from the police, all type of shit
I remember we was on the porch, I'm having long-ass talks with [?]
And Leeky, man, I'm talking 'bout this rap shit, like
My nigga like, "Man, my dog gon' blow, my dog gon' blow"
You feel me?
And it just like, it just fucked me up
Nigga ain't here to see this shit
Him, John, Ralo, you feel me?
This shit was a dream, you feel me?
I ain't never thought I was gon' be here
Nigga thought I was gon' be dead or in jail or some shit
I just wanna thank God 'cause I'm still breathing