Deserve You

I was thinkin bout how good we could a been
But it wasn't in the cards no I couldn't win
After all this time yo your still my friend
At the end of the day tho you're still with him 
Haven't seen you in a while
Girl your still fine
When you hit me with that smile
I know it's genuine 
We always vibed I like your style
You shoulda been mine
Feel like throwin in the towel
For the tenth time
I'm not gonna pretend I wouldn't bring you down
I don't wanna ever turn your grin into a frown
Think your the best catch in town that I ever found
I Want the best for you I know that you don't want no clown
All I have to show now is these pimp rhymes
But I'm not feelin so proud I shoulda been signed 
Goin with the flow how you like to spend time
With everything I know now and the energy I spent I'm 

Feelin like I don't deserve you
So why even try
I know you been hurt too
But I don't know why 
Feelin sick like the bird flu
And I can't even fly
Stay twistin up tha herb ooh
So I can be so high 

Hope you know that I ain't ever tryna hurt you 
I'm a good-guy yeah I know I ain't the worst dude
Life's been depressing for me yeah the first verse true
But I'm tryna change the color cuz I been blue
I know I have a lot to offer
Gon secure the bag
Wanna break you off so proper 
Best you ever had
I think Its a chart topper
Can tell I been sad
But-Baby you're a show stopper
Yeah you been bad
I'm constantly fightin the negative thoughts in my head 
If they had it their way I'd probably be dead 
I feel like you deserve the best 
I ain't tryna have you stressed 
So-imma get my shit together keep it real no flex

Feelin like I do deserve you
So why not try
Let's go out without a curfew 
It'll be like old times 
Feelin good now after verse two
I could even fly
Stay twistin up tha herb ooh
So I can be so high