Letter to Myself (feat. Daylon)
Still tryna find my sound
Still tryna find my way
Still tryna find myself
Make progress everyday
Finding words to say to the things that I feel
I should just make it for me, fuck what they wanna hear
But this music shit is give and take
You create it, post it, and then you sit and wait
You just praying, hoping, thinking they can relate
Keep your head up and do it again, fuck em if they hate
But it’s not that simple really
If you not tough, it can fuck up your mental quickly
You get enough praise, then you prolly can shake it off
You really start hoping that the wins outweigh the losses
But fuck it no pity party
Fuck it no feeling sorry
This what you asked them for
Stop feeling so indecisive
Why are you so scared
You know you belong here
You gotta keep growing
Daylon you should really take your time
Always in a hurry to show off your little rhymes
Please just focus on your work a little more
And you’ll be fine
I know it gets overwhelming
When you’re hellbent on perfection
It's not helping when you scrap it all
And just say that you quit
Cuz you do that twice a month
Bro no we don’t believe that shit
Cuz when there’s another girl
You start back making hits
But when it comes to a girl
I just can’t commit
I go eclipse
It all gets dark around me
Then I start to slip
Infatuated quickly
Then it falls in the abyss
They depict me as a prick
Cuz I do not give a shit
Towards the end I’m not dependent
On a damn relationship
I don’t think that I’m equipped for love
It’s not my niche
But I forget that I’m a simp
It’s tough
I reminisce
I like to live within my past
Rather than build something new
Cuz I never make it last
And I’m always on the move
I no longer have to prove myself
Once I got it
So I start to just remove myself
And then restart it
With a different girl
In a different city
I want a different world
Cuz the one I’m in is shitty
Be a different man
Learn from all my mistakes
So I do what I can
Whatever it takes
I won’t fail you again
To myself I will say
We gotta do it different, Daylon
Fuck staying the same