Hold It Down
Hold it down
I'm acting like I'm fine
Good for a minute
Til you pop into my mind
More wine (more wine)
I'm trying to decide
If I should text you right now
Or a better time
I'm stuck in the moment
I got my hands in the air
I got nothing left to give
No more
It ain't fair
I'm here (I'm here)
You're there (you're there)
I swear
That I still care
We don't communicate
I hallucinate
I got time to myself to feel good
But wait
I wish it wasn't so silent
I can't never find peace alone
Feeling divided
When I go home
I got nothing inside
I'm just a hopeless romantic
I got nothing to hide
You're stilll on my mind
You're not here
You were never
We feel asleep but never woke up together
There's holes in my walls
You keep ignoring my calls
You loved me late
But I wanted it all
Come over when your sober
I feel weight on my shoulders
I keep holding it up
Cause you've never been closer
My glass knees shatter
When you're walking around
I hear people chatter
When my ass is on the ground
Talk behind my back
It's never been louder
I don't really care
But you agree with them
I see visions
I can't deal with
I see people that left
I'll move on
Oh well
That's life (That's life)
And I'm hot (I'm hot)
Who did me wrong
I think about it a lot
I can't carry this weight
I got a lot on my plate
I see people changing
Why I'm feeling This way
I got experience
That makes me hesitant
I make decisions
I got headaches
Taking medicine
I need an outlet
I ain't never found it
I keep searching for the person
To drown with
They aint around yet
I know it should be me
The mirrors so reflective
So I punch it when it see
I'm up real late
I fill my glass of pain
Pour another around
Just so I feel sane
I need a person
Not to feel crazy
It's never been me
But this wine can make me
There's holes in my walls
You keep ignoring my calls
You loved me late
But I wanted it all
Come over when your sober
I feel weight on my shoulders
I keep holding it up
Cause you've never been closer
My glass knees shatter
When you're walking around
I hear people chatter
When my ass is on the ground
Talk behind my back
It's never been louder
I don't really care
But you agree with them